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A ‘shitty’ weekend

The weekend just gone has been real shitty. Literally. The plumbing broke on Friday night, and sewerage leaked from outside into the downstairs room – which is where I sleep and have the computer. It’s also the only room with … Read more …

I want my own children

I had a good conversation with a friend (we'll call her Susie) on ICQ last night. We talked about the perception that others may have of me, particularly thinking I'm arrogant. It was pointed out to me last night by … Read more …

Why do I bother?

Sometimes I wonder why I bother doing this journal. Every time I make statements about my life at the time, and how I feel about it and/or the person I'm with, it ends up coming back to bite me because … Read more …

Catalyst for change

I've been trying to work out what to talk about in the latest journal entry… and it wasn't until I was conversing with a friend via ICQ, and he asked me about something, that I realised what I'm going to … Read more …

Making it permanent

I'd like to talk a little bit about Venus, the Goddess of Love. Well, she's not really a 'Goddess', but she's one in my eyes, at least. Everything in my past has been preparing me for the person I'm meant … Read more …

Venus and the BMW

Here’s a photo of my new girlfriend – we’ll call her Venus. She gave me permission today to put the photo up, so here it is. And here’s a couple photos of my car… we’ll call it a BMW. Hehehe. … Read more …

Staying in NZ for a bit longer

What an enjoyable period of time these past couple of weeks have been! The past has allowed me to move on into the future, and it's been fantastic. I've been going through a process of finding myself, and as a … Read more …

Travelling to Brisbane

There's been a lot of things happening between Michelle and I that have been particularly hard to deal with, but we're doing the best that we can in trying to get over what has been, and move on into friendship. … Read more …

Clarification

As I was sitting here reading over the past few entries, just to review what I've said, I realised that the last entry was talking about things happening between Michelle and I… and back in January I had mentioned that … Read more …

Life is hard, and then it gets harder

Ever since getting back from England without Michelle, I've been feeling pretty sad and lonely. Knowing that the only reason I'm here is because of Michelle makes me sad thinking that she's not here with me. Sure, she's here, but … Read more …

Travelling to London

The exciting news of the moment is that tomorrow I’m getting onto a plane and flying to Auckland. Then I’m flying to Sydney. Then I’m flying to Thailand. Then I’m flying to London! Woohoo! Needless to say, I’m pretty excited … Read more …