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A new beginning…

In my last entry, I spoke of a new relationship with myself. As of earlier this week, it's become a new beginning. I realised that I'm ready to meet women again. Instead of feeling anxiety at the thought, now I … Read more …

Back to Australia…

Yesterday I booked my tickets for a week in Australia. I’m leaving here on the 26th November and flying to Sydney, where I’ll stay for a couple days with my friend Peter. I’ll be getting there late afternoon, and flying … Read more …

A new relationship

Healing is what I've been doing. The past few months have been quite interesting, particularly in the past few weeks. Since splitting up with Venus 3 months ago, I've been taking time out for myself, going through a lot of … Read more …

I want my own children

I had a good conversation with a friend (we'll call her Susie) on ICQ last night. We talked about the perception that others may have of me, particularly thinking I'm arrogant. It was pointed out to me last night by … Read more …

Why do I bother?

Sometimes I wonder why I bother doing this journal. Every time I make statements about my life at the time, and how I feel about it and/or the person I'm with, it ends up coming back to bite me because … Read more …

Catalyst for change

I've been trying to work out what to talk about in the latest journal entry… and it wasn't until I was conversing with a friend via ICQ, and he asked me about something, that I realised what I'm going to … Read more …

Life is hard, and then it gets harder

Ever since getting back from England without Michelle, I've been feeling pretty sad and lonely. Knowing that the only reason I'm here is because of Michelle makes me sad thinking that she's not here with me. Sure, she's here, but … Read more …

Adjustments

I've been going through a period of adjustment these past few days. I didn't realise it until just a few minutes ago, and once I realised it, I had to write about it in here. For a long time now, … Read more …

Farewells

One of my 'many fans' asked me tonight on ICQ why I hadn't updated the journal for a while. I told them that even though a few things had happened, it was because I hadn't had much to say. However, … Read more …

Life is just too strange

I was driving along today, thinking about my life and what's been happening over the past year. It occurred to me that something strange had happened… stranger than usual, that is. It was around this time last year when I … Read more …