Everything in your past has succeeded in bringing you here today
Ever since getting back from England without Michelle, I've been feeling pretty sad and lonely. Knowing that the only reason I'm here is because of Michelle makes me sad thinking that she's not here with me. Sure, she's here, but … Read more …
Well, it’s been a while again since my last update. I keep on not wanting it to be a habit, but it keeps on being one… Nearly three weeks ago, I left Michelle. This was because I realised that things … Read more …
I’ve just completed catching up with this website, making sure that I’ve updated it with the story of my Queenstown trip and adding photos as well. Click on Previous (below) to read all about it. The latest news is that … Read more …
I'm sitting here looking out on a rain-swept view of the bay in front of the house. It's so beautiful here, I see it every day under all kinds of various weather conditions, and I just hope I never take … Read more …
One of my 'many fans' asked me tonight on ICQ why I hadn't updated the journal for a while. I told them that even though a few things had happened, it was because I hadn't had much to say. However, … Read more …
"My life is very… complex." That's what Michael Keaton said (as Bruce Wayne) in the movie Batman… At the time I certainly related to what he said. Now I'm relating to it even more. Eleven months ago, you may remember … Read more …
Do you remember me saying this in my last entry? "…wants me to change focus completely, so that she's the subject of it. I can't do that." I was wrong. She was here over the Easter weekend – which was … Read more …
A couple of weeks ago, I saw Missy again. I had to go pick up my VCR that I'd lent to her late last year. It was nice seeing her again, but also very hard not to be as I … Read more …
Last week, on Friday night, I sent an email to a friend who had asked me how I was feeling over the break-up with 'Missy'. I thought I'd put in my reply here, since it's an expression of my feelings… … Read more …
Well hello again… Welcome back to the land of my journal. I know that many of you have been wondering what's been going on with me and my life. I can tell you now that I've been wondering the same … Read more …
I'm feeling in a melancholy mood right now. That's probably my most creative mood, in terms of writing in here, so I thought I'd do just that. I'm sitting here wondering why I feel this way. I'm bored. I've actually … Read more …
I've been asked by someone tonight on ICQ to go through the relationships with women that I've had in the past, and state what I learnt from each of them. An interesting challenge, and one that I thought would be … Read more …
Women Are Like Waves One of the challenges of this stage is for men to understand that when a woman rises up she also comes crashing down. Women are like waves, as I explain in Chapter 7 of Men Are … Read more …