Everything in your past has succeeded in bringing you here today
I went to the movies yesterday and saw Changing Lanes, which was really good. However, as I was driving up into the carpark beforehand, I felt really sad and missed Nic. Suddenly I thought that was unusual, because I realised … Read more …
Nic was here on the weekend of the 28th/29th September. It wasn't a very good weekend. She hit me with a bombshell that revolved around various concerns she had with issues in her life, which affected me. She wasn't sure … Read more …
Well, I'm single again. After a week or so of beginning to understand that Nic was growing further and further away from me, and then having horrible dreams Thursday night and last night, I was finally forced by my own … Read more …
All By Myself… All by myself Don't wanna live All by myself Anymore When I was young I never needed anyone And making love was just for fun Those days are gone Everyone's favourite song when they've lost the love … Read more …
I was supposed to go see Nic this weekend. We'd planned for me to go up last night, and stay there until Monday night, as it's a Labour Day long weekend here, and I took today off work. Obviously that's … Read more …
A couple of weekends ago, I was up in Auckland visiting 'the one who's presence makes my life brighter…' 😉 I had a great time! It was mainly about meeting the family and friends, and I think they all liked … Read more …
Over the past few weeks it's become obvious to me that something amazing is happening in my life. It's all about the future that I'm heading into right now, and it's with Nic. I've realised that much of what I've … Read more …
I've met a new woman, her name is Nik. About two weeks ago, she came down from Auckland for a break, and caught up with me while she was here. We'd been speaking for a month beforehand, as she contacted … Read more …
A long time ago, there was this woman who helped me realise I could feel magic in my life. One of the reasons for being with her was for me to learn what love was really about. But it wasn't … Read more …
Ok, it's about time I updated this journal, having been hassled about it today by one of my 'adoring fans'. Yeh, I know it's been a while. I've had an excuse, even though it's not a very good one. Things … Read more …
My life is going along quite nicely at the moment. Things with Wakana are going really well. She suggested a few weeks ago that her and I move into a place of our own together, but I didn't agree with … Read more …
Since Thursday night, I've been fighting the flu, and pretty much failing. I've had Friday and today off work, and the way I'm still feeling, I'll probably have tomorrow off as well. It's horrible. This is probably the worst cold/flu … Read more …
I once had a friend who I related to really, really well. Then she tired of me and didn’t want anything to do with me, but interestingly enough she still read my journal. I was angry for a while, but … Read more …