Serious update
Thank you for joining me in the latest installment of the life of me. It's a pleasure to be with you again. I've been quiet for a few weeks because I've been processing things that have been happening in my … Read more …
Asian
Goodbye Wakana
I saw Wakana this afternoon. She called me to say hello, to see how I was. She said she didn't want to see me, that she didn't have time as she only had an hour free and she was doing … Read more …
Japanese customs
I've got a date tomorrow with a Japanese woman I've been chatting to online. As a result of looking forward to it, I've been looking up 'Japanese customs' on the internet. I'm surprised I never did this with Wakana, but … Read more …
12 May 2003
To all the mothers out there, I hope that yesterday was a wonderful day for you. I rang my mum last night and spoke to her for the first time since 1996. I'll talk about that another day though, after … Read more …
19 May 2003
I've just finished that book Wakana wanted me to read. My heart broke, and I cried. A lot. Wakana recommended I read this book because, in her opinion, it was about us, and the woman and her feelings and beliefs … Read more …
Saying goodbye
Last night I said goodbye to Wakana. I came to realise that I couldn’t continue having her in my life when every time she comes online to chat to me, she tells me how much she loves me and misses … Read more …
13 March 2003
Yesterday was eventful. I'm sure you want to know why… 1) Wakana rang me in the morning and said she was leaving Wellington at the end of April, going to Christchurch with her boyfriend 2) we had lunch, and I … Read more …
24 March 2003
Yeh, I know… it's been 11 days since my last entry. In the old journal, it was usual to have only one entry a month, but this new journal is very different. However, the reason I've been silent is because … Read more …
3 February 2003
Wakana… You know, never before in my life have I ever had the opportunity to get back together with an ex, but now it seems I do. It hasn't happened yet, but things are looking good for us to get … Read more …
8 February 2003
"Oh my…" seems appropriate to describe tonight. I went out to dinner with Wakana, to a Japanese restaurant. I didn't plan that, but it was there after searching for somewhere to look, and it seemed alright, so in we went. … Read more …
22 February 2003
Things are looking positive with what's going on with Wakana. I was with her a couple nights ago, going for a drive and having dinner. Apparently, I'm just not like I used to be at all, which doesn't surprise me, … Read more …
23 February 2003
The waiting is over You're probably thinking, 'the waiting is over? Woohoo! She's come back to him!' But no, it's completely the opposite. After spendind more time with her today, this morning and then again this evening, I ended up … Read more …
15 January 2003
Today has been a VERY strange day. Here's the strangeness in order of appearance… Strange event 1: The overseas woman I've mentioned before… she who seems to like being known as 'cyberslut' (but she's not one really)… her and I … Read more …